Dark Poetry (Shared thoughts and feelings about my life)
Depression
In the depths of my mind,
A shadow lurks,
A heavy weight upon my chest,
A darkness that never fades.
Days blend into nights,
As I navigate this endless maze,
Lost in a sea of numbness,
Drowning in my own thoughts.
A smile painted on my face,
A mask I wear so well,
But inside, I'm crumbling,
A broken soul in a living hell.
The world moves on around me,
But I'm stuck in this eternal gray,
For depression is a cruel companion,
That never seems to go away.
I long for the light to break through,
To banish this black cloud for good,
But until then, I'll keep on fighting,
In this battle misunderstood.
So here I stand, broken yet strong,
A survivor of my own mind,
Hoping one day I'll find peace,
And leave my depression behind.
- Natalie Flaherty-Verrall
Anxiety
Anxiety creeps in like a shadow
A ghostly presence that never leaves
It wraps its icy fingers around my heart
Squeezing, suffocating, neverending
My mind races with a thousand thoughts
Each more terrifying than the last
What ifs and worst case scenarios
Tangling together in a web of fear
I try to breathe, to calm my racing heart
But the panic grips me tighter still
I am drowning in a sea of worry
Struggling to keep my head above the waves
Anxiety is a cruel master
It feeds on my doubts and insecurities
A constant companion, whispering in my ear
That I am not enough, that I will never be enough
But I refuse to let it win
I will not let anxiety control me
I will fight back, with all the strength I have
Until I am free from its suffocating anxiety.
- Natalie Flaherty-Verrall
Selective mutism
In the land of silence, where words do not flow,
Lies a condition that few may know.
Selective mutism, a mysterious plight,
Where voices are hushed, out of sight.
From a young age, the silence creeps,
Clutching tightly, as courage seeps.
In the classroom, among friends,
The mute one struggles, alone it ends.
But deep within, a fire burns bright,
A spirit longing to take flight.
To break the chains of silence's grip,
And unleash the words, from within it.
Through trials and tribulations, the mute one fights,
To find their voice, in the darkest nights.
A journey of courage, of strength and will,
To overcome the silence, and let words spill.
And so the epic of selective mutism unfolds,
A tale of bravery, of stories untold.
For in the silence, there lies a spark,
Waiting to ignite, and light the dark.
- Natalie Flaherty-Verrall